Enki and Ninmah: The Place of Neurodivergence and Other “Disabilities” in Society

I discuss the myth of Enki and Ninmah, where Enki finds a place in society for Ninmah’s “deformed” creations and share my interpretation of how this myth applies to the value of people who are considered disable based on my personal experiences.

How I Came to Paganism

One of my assignments for my Pagan Clergy Training class last week was a series of journal prompts. One of the questions, “How did you come to paganism?” ended up with me writing a lengthy several page answer, so I thought that would make a good video for my channel. I suspect a lot of pagans have similar long winding journeys that eventually brought them to their current spiritual paths.

My Next Magickal Adventure: Pagan Clergy Training

I’m nearing the end of my Order of the Rod and Ring initiation journey and I’ve been thinking a lot about where I want to go next in my spiritual path. While this initiation will make me able to perform priestly duties with regard to serving the gods and maintaining their temple, I still feel like to actually take on a title of clergy or priestess, I need to be able to actually serve the pagan community. So I have decided to take a pagan clergy training class, which starts next week! It is through an organization called Greenwild Mystical Academy. If anyone reading this is interested in joining me, you can find more information here: Accepting the Call: Pagan Clergy Training. This is a general course for anyone following a pagan spiritual path who is interested in training to take on a clergy role.

I don’t know completely where this will take me yet, but I’m trusting in the Gods that this is the path that They want me to pursue right now.

My Experience with Rod and Ring – Part 3: Descent

I recently finished the third part of Descent in Rod and Ring and will be beginning Ascent this week! Here is a video I made talking about my experiences working through the Descent rituals. I’m planning on going back to do videos on the Foundation and Threshold sections, which I did before I started making videos. Hopefully before I finish the last parts of my initiation in September.

Rod and Ring – Descent: House of Dust

I did the last Descent ritual from Rod and Ring in July, right after returning home from an amazing cruise vacation. I’ll try to remember to make a separate blog post about that! It was a month ago, and I still haven’t even gone through all of my photos and videos yet! I did spend a lot of time on my vacation reflecting on my spiritual journey and my relationship with the gods in preparation for the ritual. As always, I set up a travel shrine on my nightstand in the cabin.

My travel altar for Inanna. I got the shrine from an artist at a local event last year, and I made the clay charms featuring Inanna’s name in cuneiform and Her star symbol, and the crescent mini altar cloth. The prayer beads are from Etsy.

But this post is about my ritual work.

In House of Dust, the supplicant comes face to face with the deities of the underworld after having already crossed the river Hubur and descended past the seven gates. It begins with reflecting upon the seven gifts from the gods that you received in Foundation and have given up in the previous Descent rituals.

I spent some time in meditation reflecting on how these gifts relate to experiences in my own life and what it means to give them up. I’m not going to spend a lot of time talking about that here, as it is a personal experience for everyone.

Then I had to vow to return to the underworld at my appointed time when the gods decree. I took this to mean that I am vowing to accept my mortality when it is time. I shouldn’t try to fight the inevitable. I will return to the underworld to stand before Ereshkigal and the other underworld powers, and not try to hold onto the world of the living as a ghost or whatever.

After completing the ritual and taking my leave from the underworld, I still had to send a replacement to take my place in the underworld. For this, I had to make a clay effigy, which I ritually brought to life with the Bringing Clay to Life ritual. This was based on the mythology that the gods created humans from clay mixed with their own blood. I used air dry clay made from natural ingredients so that it wouldn’t harm the environment and I buried it in the critter grave yard area of my garden. It had to be buried in a cemetery if possible. I consider this to technically be a cemetery, and it is a location that I can tend to every day to add more incense and flowers. I did my whole funerary ritual for this effigy and continued burning incense there for a week, and occasionally after.

In preparation of the temple dedication ceremony I’ll be doing as part of the Ascent portion of my initiation in September, I am rebuilding my shrines to honor all of the deities I have encountered on this journey. I already had a shrine to Ereshkigal, but I added a tablet with the names of all seven of the powers of the underworld. I also made a special icon for Gula since I do find myself praying to Her a lot. For Gula, who is a goddess of medicine and healing, and is associated with dogs, I made a clay dog with her name inscribed and a spot to hold this old-timey medicine bottle I found while digging in my garden a few years ago. (I also made similar icons for all of the deities of the Earth using items that represent Them. I’ll show them in a future post and/or video).

My current shrine to Ereshkigal and the powers of Kur.

Returning to Inanna After Breast Cancer: My Transformational Story

This video is inspired by the Ishtarfest 2024 presentation “Become your own (s)hero like Ishtar with transformational stories” by Lori Angel Nagel. I used her transformational story template to tell my story of how my breast cancer journey brought me closer to Inanna.

Rod and Ring: An Initiation Into a Mesopotamian Mystery Tradition – An Overview of My Experience

I know I’ve written a bit about my experiences working through Rod and Ring here, but I wanted to talk about it a bit on my YouTube channel as well. This video is an over view of the initiatory journey and a little bit about some of my experiences going down this path.

How the 3 of Swords Confirmed My Belief in Tarot (and Other Thoughts on Breast Cancer)

I know I wrote an article about this for HubPages a while ago. I’m not sure if I posted the link to that article here or not, but I thought it would be an interesting topic for my YouTube channel, so I also made a video about it.